Boo

Yesterday :

Kenduri, was awesome. Talked with some cousins and stuffs. yeah.

Today :

Nothing much.

emm, tumblr iz fun >.<

Closer To The Edge

Just updating stuffs. Now Im having my exams at school and I think I might do good for this one. Heh. And Nasha, please.. PLEASE ! Start believing in PEACE & LOVE again. Hell yeah, i've read your blog. Nasha, dont give a shit on what people say. People are people. They cant help it. Just ignore those gossips or what so ever. Just let go and LET IT BE. Like I do. See, i dont have that much of problems cause I will always take the blame, even though it was obviously not my fault. Why the hell I do I do that ? Cause I cant stand living in a world of hate. And if one problem starts, a million will too. I know Im right. Heh ;)

Hey Hey Hey

Today, is fun. Gotong royong was held at our Taman. Met some jiran's who I didnt know even existed. And the best part is, being in the same group with this hot chinese boy. Yea, he's nice.. with his unfinished tattoo. HAHA. Seriously. It was like only half done. PFFT. Other than that.. I skipped tuition for this gotong royong thing. Heh. Oh, i found my tuition teachers FACEBOOK. He is vain.. He took pictures like those Rempits. You know, taking the picture from above and doing that face. If you know what I mean. Hahah. For some reason, I feel like my english today is wrong.. Maybe because Im reading it in a chinese accent. Like fo' shizzle. SEE !

Kay, byeesshh !

Dude, for real ?

School is okay as usual. But dude, why are you like this ? I know I said I dislike you. But I cant help myself. And I wont apologize to that. I dont want no drama. I tried to be your friend again but you just ignore me. So, Im just gonna let it be, like I always do. Never had I done this to any of my friends, just you. I usually forgive them. But I cant do that for you. Im tired of your whining, your anger. I just cant be around people like that. It hurts knowing you are like this and forever will be. And yes, i do not understand you feelings and your problems, idk why. Hell, i like the OLD you. Now, your just turning to some typical bitch. Sorry, but I have to say that. Dont worry, i wont bother you anymore, just consider me out of your life. I want this to end in a peaceful way.. So, thanks for everything Qistina <3

Oh, someone wrote on the wall next to the mirror this :

"Karissa Gedik" and " Karissa Gile Seks"

.. yea, apparently Im a sex addict. HAHA. Didnt expect that. But i dont really care. They can say what they want. Like i give a shit. And ainn is jealous cause people write my name and not hers.. Weird. So that is all.. Bye.

Now, I know.

Lets just put the drama away,

And live in peace.

So, me and him are okayy. Its kinda weird how quick we forgive each other.

Dude, I like love you.

I dont know

Well, today, I forgot how to spell RETARDED. But I've figure it out already :)

Other then that..

Im having second thoughts about him. I hate this feeling. So yeah. It's a bummer not knowing how he feels... about me, about us. oh, He's waaaaaay to sensitive. And hell yeah, it's hard for me to make him happy, when he himself doesnt want to. I feel like im the dude in the relationship sometimes. And it's also hard for me knowing that my bestfriend understands him and not me.

I know Im not perfect but at least Im the one that tries. I give my all for you. And Im hoping that you will see it's true. Im going just a little crazy thinking about you all the time. I just need you right here. I need you so we can see this true.. I just need you to decide. Should i laugh or should i cry ? Just tell me the truth, I dont want this to just be a lie.

Nuetron Star Collision

I was searching

You were on a mission

Then our hearts combined like

A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose

You took your time to choose

Then we told each other

With no trace of fear that...

Our love would be forever

And if we die

We die together

And lie,

I said never

'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken

Halo's fail to glisten

You try to make a difference

But no one wants to listen

Hail,The preachers, fake and proud

Their doctrines will be cloud?

Then they'll dissipate

Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever

And we'll die, we'll die together

And lie, I say never

'Cause our love could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose

You take your time to choose

I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever

and we'll die

we'll die together

Lie, I will never

'Cause our love will be forever

Voldemort

Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore.

- Voldemort

Hahah..

Hahaha, i found a document called ' Karissa is Cool ', so of course i opened it and i read it. It was weird. It clearly shows that im a vain person. I think i wrote it last year or something. I probably was really bored. haha, just read it laa :

Karissa is cool. Omegle is cool. We chat with weird and cool strangers which may sometimes be perverted. Facebook is cool too. Myspace is kinda boring now but its still cool cause we can decorate cool things and add cool layouts. My name is cool. My friends are cool. We are cool liddat. My school is full of cool people. Cool right ? Yea, we know we’re cool and its true. I like writing cool stuffs randomly cause it makes me feel cool. My guitar is cool. He’s name is Drizzle. What a cool name. I like ice. Cause its cool. I like acoustic pop. Its the most coolest music in the world. Cool cool cool. Im gonna name my cat Cool. Cause its cool and you know its cool to name your cat cool. I like donuts. Donuts are cool, so are straight people. Gays are cool but not all of them. Some are cool. But some are not cool. Im wasting my time here and its cool. Radio’s are cool. They puke up cool stuff. Alot of stuffs are cool. But not all of them. Like like like.. Bananas. Bananas are not cool. Sports Shoes are not cool. Slippers are cool. Convers are the most coolest of them all. I know I’m right. My brothers are not that cool. They are okay cool. Get me ? If u don’t it means your not cool. WOW, i wrote so many stuffs. This is cool. Im so cool. I bet your not cool. Cause im the coolest of them all. Thats what my parents said. They say im cool. And everybody hates me cause im cool. WTC ( what the cool ).

Love,

Karissa (The Most Coolest and Awesomest Girl in Town)

I like oxygen. I am a moron. Therefore I'm a oxymoron

Hi

emmm, So me being grounded kinda sucks. But its okayy. Nothing much happen to me. HAHA. Well, i am grounded. Pfft.

Family : Im really close to being an insane person by just sitting with them.

Friends : Getting less awesome.

But hell, im grateful laa. Not like some typical bitch who is unsatisfied about life. BYE !