Okay, Today i was going through old stuffs and I found this note which I wrote. It was damn emo. When i was reading it I was like WTF ? IS THAT ME ? Pfft. Yea, damn emo. So the note went like this :
Everyday I wake up in the morning and hoping that something good will happen to me but it seems almost everyday there will be pain. All the suffering will not stop. Nobody can stop it. Not even me. Everyday I feel weak and hungry for love. That's all I want for my life. Even though I love people but I think they don't love me back. They give me money, clothes, and even somewhere to live. They care about me but they don't love me. And I know that. But now I've changed. Now, I wake up in the morning and just don't talk ,smile or even look at them. I cant stand it. If i talk to somebody, something will go wrong. My words are not right. There's something wrong with me. Something wrong with my heart, my feelings, my emotions. The suffering must stop. And suicide is not the answer. I've tried everything. I try to be nicer but that doesn't work out at all. Cause I know there's a devil in me. I tried throwing it away but it will always come back to haunt me. I hate that. I guess there's no cure for this sickness of mine.
That is all. Seriously, its kinda creepy for a 12 year old to write that. And i cant believe i use to be kinda creative. HAHA. BYEESSHH :)
